Today's song is Something About Us by Daft Punk.
I hate electronic music, but Daft Punk is.. sooo diferent, I can't even explain. Their music has soul, unlike the techno crap played in the disco.
And this song, c'mon, really makes me skip a beat. It's lyrics are so simple and yet, they couldn't go deeper. It fits so perfectly with my previous relationship, it's scary. You know when you meet someone and it looks like it's destined to happened? Well, in my case, we started going out together, hangin' around with mutual friends, then we became the closest friends and then lovers. Sometimes it truely looked like heaven, but then, for no reason it would start falling apart, and we would break up.
The thing is that even when we were apart, we never kinda forgot each other, we were something different, 'soulmates' (for lack of a better term).
I still love him deeply. And I guess I'm not gonna be able to 'close the door' for a long time, 'cause he's the most important 'thing' I ever had. I refuse to say goodbye, I know that would be the best for us - trying to be happy with someone else - still I can't bare the thought of him with anyone but me.
To sum up, 'cause of my 'almost-zero-experience-with-relationships' - since I kept making these stupid mistakes and screwing things up - I know that: 'I might not be the right one'.
And this 'Might not be the right time', 'cause I should have tried to make things right before.
But I can't help it. I love him to death, 'I love you more than anyone in my life' and 'I miss you more than anything in my life'.
Damn it, I promissed myself I would try to keep it positive. But this song brings tears to my eyes. Damn. Damn. Damn.
Regardless, this song is very beautiful and Daft Punk is a really talented band.
Emotions, what a ride.
Lyrics:
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
xoxo, Lucy